EMPTYNESSS

Note: August,2007

I hate the way you look at me n the way u stare..
I hate the way u laugh and the way u make me laugh..
i hate the way u make me feel save
and the way u make me think like im the only one-to-be..
I hate the way u do the sweetest thing n the way u call me with the sweetest words..i hate the way u call me all the time n the fact that you didnt so care!

I hate its all about you-sumone-whos not belong to me..

I hate it bcos..
Im starting to love you
Hell..You mean so much for me n apparently i know im no-one for you..

I dont fall in love that easy..But u made it so easy n simple..

God? Why did You do ths to me? Why u let me n him 2gether If we werent meant to be..

Well.. I knoe whr i stand now. Chasing perfection. Chasing pavements. But im not gonna act like i everythin is on the right track. Not gonna stay in the comfort zone.

But now i realized,i hate u as much as i need u every single day
so yes. i feel empty.